Tuesday, December 2, 2014

pray for Chaos

Over the last several months I have developed this insane bond with my parent's dog, Chaos.  He's a 10 month old mastiff mix.  I love him so much and I miss him when we are apart.  I hate going more than a day without seeing him and think about him constantly.  It's like he's my dog that lives somewhere else.

My heart is broken into a million pieces right now because we have no clue what's wrong with him.  His back legs are weak and he gets tired easily.  I keep praying that it is something that can be easily fixed because I will die on the inside if it's not.  Animals are my world.  I love them more than most people.  With them, it's a true unconditional love... there are no stipulations with them.  They don't judge you or discard you like you don't matter like people will.

I don't know if I'm making sense... I'm just missing his hugs and giant wet kisses.