Over the last several months I have developed this insane bond with my parent's dog, Chaos. He's a 10 month old mastiff mix. I love him so much and I miss him when we are apart. I hate going more than a day without seeing him and think about him constantly. It's like he's my dog that lives somewhere else.
My heart is broken into a million pieces right now because we have no clue what's wrong with him. His back legs are weak and he gets tired easily. I keep praying that it is something that can be easily fixed because I will die on the inside if it's not. Animals are my world. I love them more than most people. With them, it's a true unconditional love... there are no stipulations with them. They don't judge you or discard you like you don't matter like people will.
I don't know if I'm making sense... I'm just missing his hugs and giant wet kisses.