I didn't feel like blogging yesterday because I didn't feel like moving. I miss my great grandma and I'm having anxiety about saying goodbye and seeing certain family members. Oh and spoiler alert for Silent House.
With that said, I still have been watching my 31 days of Halloween challenge that I gave myself. Yesterday I watched The Caller and it was pretty effing creepy. I enjoyed it, but today's movie: Silent House has been the only movie that I was actually felt that anxiety in the pit of my stomach. As I continued to watch the movie, I found out why. The main character and I have something in common. We were both sexually abused by family members, her by her dad and uncle and me by my cousin. That explained so much because I felt much sickened by the anxious feeling the movie gave me. I caught myself not breathing and I stopped crocheting multiple times.
I feel a little better today than I did yesterday. I made myself a pair of fingerless gloves with the yarn in my great grandmum's stash that was given to me. I still don't feel complete, but I know things will take time.